Opinions of an American Nobody

So Proud to be American

2005-11-28T22:26:00.000-08:00

Remember a while back when beheadings were all the rage in Iraq? 'Private Contractors' were being abducted, filmed, beaten, humiliated and then ultimately brutally executed? How could we forget? Did anyone ever stop to think that what the government means by 'private contractor' is not the same as the hard working cement pouring, brick laying, wood working contractors that we'd expect to send to a nation we were planning to 'rebuild'? Well, wake up you half-dead 'americans'. 'Private Contractors' is an Orwellian way to doll up 'Mercinaries', 'Hitmen', or 'CONTRACT KILLERS'. No wonder, that after the shenanigans at Abu Graib, and the shit that happens in this video, certain Iraqis felt justified in cutting some fucking heads off.

Click here and click video link.
I can pretty much guarantee that the idiots responsible for incidents like these are not from 'blue states'. Keep on Rockin' in the Free World, BITCH.

Winston Smith's Downfall.

2005-08-03T08:13:00.000-07:00

Ideas are magic. Once conceaved, virtually indestructable. A spell cast of mind, born of pondering and a notion of wanting to understand more. An idea then dominoes from the point of conception, and into the collective subconcious, circling the physical world...building up the energy to make itself a truth. Ideas are powerful magic. That is what they fear. And this is what they know. Ideas, like spells can only be undone by the person who perpetuated it. There are no bad ideas, just better ones. Ideas are a magic stronger than the men that create them.

You had no faith Mr. Smith. All you had to do was to believe in something bigger than yourself. Whether it be God, Love, or even your own cause against B.B. But your cause against B.B. was founded on selfishness. Your love wasn't love but a mutual HATRED of 'The Party'. You were doomed from the begining and they knew it. And you broke. You swallowed your idea, chewed it up and digested it into nothingness. That's why they kill you after you denounce your idea. If they killed you while you held to your idea, the idea would have been set loose upon the world forever.

Poor, poor Mr. Smith... how could you have known?

Are we?

2005-07-05T23:27:00.000-07:00

Here we are, a brand new day
our world is on fire, so nothing has changed
Too much is wrong, it's hard to feel right
but this is my gift, and this is your life

The man on the hill is gonna take us all down
and in the end, what have you really won?
If all we are is all that we do...
SOMEbody tell me, are we destined to lose?

All of our problems through every nation,
depend on the souls of the next generation.
The fate of existence is too much to bear,
to leave to our children, it's just not fair.
Sooner or later we'll pay for our sins,
at the cost of eachother, and the lives of our kids...
It's time we wake up, and make it a better today.

Here we are, another year passed.
Do what you can to make the good times last.
Here's a song dedicated to you...
'happy birthday to you'

Copyright 2005 babacopmusic

Optimistique?

2005-05-11T07:50:00.000-07:00

So there are former nazis running two of the largest institutions in the world. The Catholic Church, and California. What the hell is wrong here? That kind of brainwashing just doesn't go away. That facist racial anti-anything NOT anlgo just doesn't fade over time. Look at your racist ass parents, or grandparents who have probably lived more of their years in a modern 'un-segregated' world, and still hold to the beliefs that other than whites are second...or third class entities.
I'm just so freaking tired of these old white men ruining our world. I can't wait until that generation is dead. literally. in fact, I wish they would all drink special kool-aid and shroud themselves in their secret fraternity's colors, and light themselves on fire. What a world this could be, when the ideals of those fuckers who wreak havoc on our eco systems, our minds, bodies, morals, religion, spirituality, sexuality, creativity, are as dead as those old bastards themselves.
Will it??? will that mind set EVER die?? Will we ever regard each other as more than just the idiot in the car ahead of me? if the world.... if America is gonna change, it has to start with ME. I can't be so fucking negative. I can't hate on people just because they voted for Bush, and believe he's the best thing since Christ. Ugh...

Eat, Drink, Be Merry!!

2005-04-30T22:04:00.000-07:00

SO, after having a home cooked meal at bryan and christa's for the 2nd time, I have decided that Christa is a bomb ass cook. As soon as we get into our own place on may 16, we are gonna have a serious dinner payback. I've offered bryan oral favors often, but he constantly assures me he's not gay. Fucker. What are you implying? Just cus a guy takes a shot in the mouth doesn't make him gay. Does it?

Spiderman loves M.J., too

2005-04-20T22:31:00.000-07:00

Time is slowly winding down as this year's 4/20 draws to a close. What did I do to celebrate the wonder...what the fuck? Now that I think of it... What pothead dreamed up the correlation between 420, and the stickiest of the ickies? What exactly does 420 mean? all these years referencing it, tagging it on walls, and notebooks... watching my clocks just for the chance to giggle and point out the hour hand on the 4 and the minute hand on the..... uh.... 4?? God I'm a poseur.

Fuck it.

Just let your soul glow...

2005-04-19T17:55:00.000-07:00

3.) finally. Why do I hate Christianity?? There's an easy answer for that one. I don't hate Christianity. Well? maybe it isn't so easy after all. I can go on listing what I find so hypocritical about modern Christianity, Or I can just disclose what I DO believe. I believe in God. Very much so. I believe we, man and woman as a whole were made in God's image. After reading most of the Bible, I've come to the conclusion that God's word has been completely manipulated and fucked the hell up. The Bible has been passed through so many human hands, with agendas of their own, powers to gain and exploit, that there is NO way it couldn't have been 'fudged' at least a few times throughout history. I think it's evident by how pschizophrenic God seems to be in the Bible... Loving, forgiving at times, petty and cruel others. How can God be love and love be God if he's hating and smiting all the time? Because this is where I think it falls apart. God is love. That's it. Wow. Everything just falls away. All the hatred and fear is just meant to subjugate us. I would much rather follow with God, because I respect and am grateful for this fragile life I've been given. Not out of fear. Fear is a tool used to gain power. and God is already all powerful, why the fuck would he have to scare you into thinking so? Enter power hungry men. I don't need a middle man to tell me how I should talk with God. I don't need men telling me that I am a sinner damned to hell, I don't think they are any more special in the eyes of God than any of the rest of us. I worship NO person. I kneel to NO man. I will not kiss the ring or feet of anyone. (unless I've really pissed off my wife!!) But I do appreciate the good deeds of a person. The deeds of a person supercede the person themselves.

More later~

Where was I?

2005-04-17T11:52:00.000-07:00

oh yea, 'welcome to the apocolypse, bitch!' Anyone who tells me that they honestly believe our world is a better place, better than it was 5 years ago... is either lying to themselves, completely delusional, or reaping the benefits of being tied to some major corporation.
Let's talk for a moment about 'patriotism'. It seems to me as if the meaning has been lost somewhere in between the trip from 'MacDonnals' to 'Sprawlmart'(thanks simpsons!). I think Patriotism is questioning what the government is doing at ALL TIMES. after all, they represent US. 'we the people' i think the verbage goes. (victim of public schooling). and I mean US... the blue collar, labor driven lackeys that do the real honest to god's work. Not the white collar hostile take-over sell your mother for a stock-tip exploit a brown nation for cheap labor united corporations of America...NO! Wonder why you can't find that good paying job you had 5-6 years ago? It's because the foreigners have them. And I'm not talking about my illegal cousins from south of the border, cuz lets face it, they do the shit work that the honky cracker-asses wouldn't be caught dead doing. Truth is, Greedy ass corporations are sending your jobs to India, Pakistan, and soon... IRAQ. If any politician tries to convince you that 'outsourcing' is patriotic, punch him in his fucking mouth before he can let the whole sentence out. If we kept manufacturing jobs here, payed people well with benefits, and bought american made products, it would boost american economics quite a bit. More jobs, more money being spent, making more jobs. But that would never happen. The greedy ass CEO's of these mega rich corporations are only concearned with one thing, ~MORE~. I mean, how many billions upon billions do you need? could you even possibly spend THAT much in your entire lifetime? how many houses in malibu, or the hamptons do you need? "well, if they work for it and earn it, they should be able to spend it however they want!!" Fuck you. You can't be that fucking rich without having done something morally bankrupt. Stolen ideas, hostile take overs, murder, dipping into employees 401K's, You say business as usual? I say OFF WITH YOUR FUCKING HEAD. All the politicians have to do, is scare you into thinking that some dirty brown dude is taking your job, taking your social security, and abusing the welfare system and without much thought... you buy into it, like a good patriotic American, taking your eyes off of the real crooks. Illegals pay into a social security system that they will never see money from. I think politicians have done more to fuck us out of our social security than every illegal immigrant put together. If you don't believe me, why are they panicing about the state of social security?? Fear Fear Fear. The greatest tool in any ruling party's arsenal. Fear of terrorists, fear of black men with guns, fear of asians with diseases, fear of west nile, fear of anthrax, fear of impotence, fear of insanity, fear of death, fear of small breasts, wow, I think I've covered every topic on the news. What the hell are you guys so afraid of? the sooner you realize that everything on that television is made to make you fear something, so you can BUY something to protect yourself from it, the better off you are. There is no coinsidence on television. everything is placed in a specific spot..product placement to hypnotize, brainwash, assimilate, and conquer your mind. The more involved you are with debt, sex, violence, stupidity, who's gonna be the next american idol, top model, survivor, friends spin off, seinfeld show about nothing...soap opera who's fucking who... the easier it is for them to rub their agendas in your face. IN YOUR FACE!!! it's not even done in secret anymore!! Next thing you know, they'll have us believe that airplanes are beinig hijacked with box cutters.

P.S. Fuck the Alamo.

nothing about nothing

2005-04-16T14:50:00.000-07:00

Well, you hate NASCAR, and the WWE, you hate Politics AND Christianity. What on this earth do you like? Are you hopeful of anything?

Woah buddy. Let's set some things straight. I tend to use alot of strong, 'colorful' language especially when I am passionate about something. (In reality, I have the vocabulary of a pissdrunk sailor in a cathouse). Let's break this self imposed statement/query into parts.

1.) I'm a pretty happy-go-lucky type of person. I don't cruise the streets in my third rail shirt, black fly's sunglasses, famous stars and straps hat, (tilted off-kilter like) dickies pants, and some variation of popular skate shoes, bumping pennywise (or sublime) out of my raised ford pickup, with a skin industires sticker on the back windshield looking for a fight to get into. I am, however very opinionated. Like when it comes to NASCAR and the WWE. I believe in my heart of hearts, that there is no way NASCAR is a sport. i hand it to the drivers, risking life and limb for the entertainment of Joe-Bob and Jessy-Sue, but it isn't a sport. Funny, but anytime I think of a bajillion cars or so in line going around with no point, I think TRAFFIC. So everyone on the 91 fwy west is an athelete? I think what should define 'sport' from 'recreational' is the word 'athelete'. Do we call Dale Earnhardt an athelete? NO. He's a dead racecar driver. (no disrespect to the dead) And as we all know... racecar spelled backwards is : deathtrap. sorry dude. you knew the risks before you accepted your corporate endorsements. No Racecar numbers in memory on my P.O.S.. NASCAR has the same appeal as Monster Truck Racing. I guess that's why they pull the same crowds?
I wonder if NASCAR and GraveDigger are feeling the gasoline pinch? Probably not. I sense there's some pretty fucked up situation going on there that I really don't have the energy to investigate or make up right now. But I'm sure it has something to do with 'peorge tush's' ties with oil/gasoline and his 95% redneck constituancy. I mean, during peorge's bid for re-election, did I ever see King Peorge speak at a Futbol (soccer for my lighter skinned bretheren) game? I guess us darker skinned folks aren't REAL high on his list.
The WWE is a joke, and doesn't deserve much print. Idiot Ex-jocks trying to recapture the glory once held, or geeks turned buff seeking the attention and adoration of the stupid shitheads that used to kick them senseless in highschool. Right? RIGHT! All to the soundtrack of Sex and Violence, the perfect cocktail for a mind numbing 'distraction' kind of entertaiment. Speaking of JOCKS. ever wonder why there is such a plethora of screaming testosterone driven aggro bands lately? Because after years of beating up the little arty music kids, they came to realize that they could score more chicks if they put on the air of tortured sensitive BUFF guys that sing all throaty like scott stap or aaron lewis. and every one of you idiots falls for it. It seems people forgot how truely DAnGeROuS Rock and Roll is. Iggy Pop could single handedly kick the shit out of any 'nu-metal' leadman. FUck them all. More on the ressurection of ROCK at a later date. (rock and roll will save your soul)
2.) Politics are politics... and if you buy into anything those hypocritical Nazis say, you're on the fast track to hell yourself. Guilt by complacency. If you constantly vote for the lesser of the two evils, how long before we really see EEE-VIL??? Not long. Hell, welcome to the apocolypse, bitch.

To Be Continued!~

Introductons.

2005-04-13T07:37:00.000-07:00

Wow. What a way to introduce myself, eh? Can anyone truly blame me though? Sick, tired, frustrated. The last post was inspired by the cookiest thing I have seen in quite a while. I was flipping through the T.V. channels, making my route up to Comedy
Central (seems to be the only place where you can find any kind of truth about the world.) When I happen across a WWE broadcast on SPIKE TV ( I think?). Two girls, whom I assume are recurrent actresses on the program, getting changed in a locker room into something appearantly more slutty, making suggestive comments about another wrestler 'pinning them' and what not. C'mon. I'm no prude by any means, after all... contrary to popular belief, I am a straight male! I'm watching these fake breasted dolts exploit themselves for the camera. When out of nowhere some wrestler blows through the doors, runs passed the scantily clad chicks being chased by some douche with no eyebrows. The 'douche behemeth'(sp?) strolled by, eyeing these idiots with a seriously creepy, "I'd rape the shit out of you if I only had the time" look on his neanderthal face while they scream (obviously poorly acted) bloody murder and attempt to cover themselves. Ah... that's the part that lured me in and made me continue watching. Hell, I admit to being somewhat of a perv... I enjoy mindless camp sometimes. LOVE....L-O-V-E....LALALALALALALALLALLOOOOOOOOOOOVE the soft-softsoft poRn on network TV. What walking penis doesn't?

NOW the next clip: For those of you who are not familiar with the WWE formula, lemme break it down for ya!!

It's basically a soap opera for guys. (what kind of guys I could say, but I risk offending alot of people I live around, and I value my life) action packed, and over the years... the story lines have become more in depth, and more asinine but still hold to the formula. I wrestle you, You beat me.... I talk shit about you during a WWE interview, either you, or one of your crew (other wrestlers who are your 'allies') break into the interview and mash me up with a chair. I end up being paralysed for a season, but make a miraculous recovery, challenging my assailant AND the person I originally wrestled in a cage match and win one for the retarded kids. YAY. GBA!!! Throw in some babes, and you've got one serious cocktail for mindless entertainment.

well, an 'interview' with one of the wrestlers starts. " you silly americans with your stupid T.V. shows! I will show you who is the greatest." or to some extent like that. I only wish I could fully recount what was said. This guy made to look like someone fighting for the taliban, (although much healthier as evidenced by his large pectoral muscles) with some sort of arab headress on..(forgive my cultural ignorance) making stereotypical stabs at capitalism, and america and yadda-yadda-yadda, all for the sake of entertainment. What-ever. I get it. he's a bad guy. It's a character in a stupid tv show. But what really pissed me off, is the blatant propaganda machine at work on our kids. That imagery of 'towel head' ragging on the 'American way of life' isn't geared toward the beer guzzling trucker hatted fat fuck in row 13 seat 7, it's meant for the little mullet sitting next to him. this 'Two Minute Hate" toward this Arab (who could be italian for all WE know?) is just re-inforcing to that young impressionable mind that A-rabs are bad. I'm sure Mr. Coors Lite isn't telling him that this is just a show, not all arabs are stereotypical terrorists, that americans can be terrorists, too... like the CIA and your lead administration. Nope. Papa Mullet is up there hootin' and-a-hollerin' right along witcha'. " Nope, son. Not all arabs are bad people. Hell, thee ones that 're bad were bought and trained by thee US gov'ament to propogate the downfall of other nations... someone to do the dirty work fer us! AND as an added bonus... we have a scapegoat, just incase some shit goes down that we can't explain! The gov'ament can even blame the Ter-ist for shit that they, the gov'ent did to they own people, like say...9 elev'n! now, son... I know whatcha gonna axe, 'but daddy, why's would the usa do that? Now son get this, this here's the brilliance of it all. Lets say we have a president. Let's call him 'Poerge Bubya Tush.' He needed to be president. You need money to run for president. Money to pay for buses, TV ads, fraudulent voting machines, you know...stuff a good man needs to run this FINE nation. Well, as if Poerge wasn't plenty rich enough from raping our mother earth of it's natural resources... he makes deals with certain superpower corporations.. lets say... 'Maliburton' who gives him a shitload of money. Well, son if'n anything you learn from this story...this is it. There ain't no free lunch. No free money neither. When the votes are counted, lost, or purposefully overlooked...and Peorge is crowned omnipitent ruler ordaned by God hisself, he needs to repay Maliburton in the form of gov'ment contracts.
To make a long story short, son... Maliburton is in the oil business, coincidentally so's king Peorge. There's Oil in a country called 'Tiraq' which coincidentally Poppa Peorge the 1st had a problem with. King Peorge knows he needs that oil at any cost. You see son, when you get high enough on the social ladder, there is no such thing as patriotism. There is only money, and power. When someone like Peorge wants something, far be it from him to consider the lives of other people, other americans in his quest to 'get his.' People like you and me are collateral damage. for example: lets say there are 10,000 working in a building and all of them are killed by a plane carrying about 200 bodies... the taxes that all of them payed for the entirety of their lives, if they didn't die in a terrible tragedy , are insignificant to the amount of money that could be made if the USA sacked Tiraq for it's oil. Think about THAT, son!!"

*added at 4:44 pm pac.*

So telling our children hatred of other cultures, and objectifying women is perfectly acceptable. I don't hear the Christian Right complaining about the WWE?? But fuck Howard Stern for mentioning lesbians.

Ramble-Ramble.

2005-04-11T21:40:00.000-07:00

What in the hell is wrong with YOU? How is it that you just sit there and eat what ever the hell they feed you? I hate you. Every single last one of you sedintary ignorant fucks who calls themselves an American. Fuck you. Fuck the WWE, FUCK NASCAR , FUCK the SUPERBOWL, And FUCK your mom. Since when did 'America' mean complete and utter complacency? I'm sick and tired of your BUSH/CHENEY stickers on the windsheilds of your Excursions...EVEN MORE sick of the 'WWJD?' -or- 'Not of THIS World' Ones, cuz frankly...you have no idea what jesus would do. I Seriously doubt he'd be driving that gargantuan piece of shit through a "McDOnnnals" while his fat fucking kids lay hypnotized by that brain sucking telescreen in the back of the headrest. NOT OF THIS WORLD??? you dumb piece of shit?? God obviously put us here for a reason, and it wasn't to fight over who's allowed the rights of co-habitation. You christian fuckers are the WORST things to happend to GOD ever. I can't believe one of you had the friggin audacity to tell me that Christ, the ultimate pacifist... would actually find the war in iraq to be righteous. " yeah, he'd be all up in there with our boys, m-16 in hand, wasting those towel head sand N*!!!!!" WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?
THOU SHALT NOT KILL. there are no fucking exceptions.

All those whitehouse spin artists turning the Pope's death into a chance to show the similarities between King George and the deceased christian church figurehead. and all you little idiots fall right into it. Man Fuck you. I'm so sick of this. I'm sick of the propoganda they push on me, morning to night...every facet of media. And I'm sick of all you weak minded whimps who call themselves american... just lapping it up like a retarded DOG... HELL, even a dog bites it's owner if the owner kicks it enough. What is wrong with you? What's wrong with ME?