So Proud to be American

Remember a while back when beheadings were all the rage in Iraq? 'Private Contractors' were being abducted, filmed, beaten, humiliated and then ultimately brutally executed? How could we forget? Did anyone ever stop to think that what the government means by 'private contractor' is not the same as the hard working cement pouring, brick laying, wood working contractors that we'd expect to send to a nation we were planning to 'rebuild'? Well, wake up you half-dead 'americans'. 'Private Contractors' is an Orwellian way to doll up 'Mercinaries', 'Hitmen', or 'CONTRACT KILLERS'. No wonder, that after the shenanigans at Abu Graib, and the shit that happens in this video, certain Iraqis felt justified in cutting some fucking heads off.

Click here and click video link.
I can pretty much guarantee that the idiots responsible for incidents like these are not from 'blue states'. Keep on Rockin' in the Free World, BITCH.

Winston Smith's Downfall.

Ideas are magic. Once conceaved, virtually indestructable. A spell cast of mind, born of pondering and a notion of wanting to understand more. An idea then dominoes from the point of conception, and into the collective subconcious, circling the physical world...building up the energy to make itself a truth. Ideas are powerful magic. That is what they fear. And this is what they know. Ideas, like spells can only be undone by the person who perpetuated it. There are no bad ideas, just better ones. Ideas are a magic stronger than the men that create them.

You had no faith Mr. Smith. All you had to do was to believe in something bigger than yourself. Whether it be God, Love, or even your own cause against B.B. But your cause against B.B. was founded on selfishness. Your love wasn't love but a mutual HATRED of 'The Party'. You were doomed from the begining and they knew it. And you broke. You swallowed your idea, chewed it up and digested it into nothingness. That's why they kill you after you denounce your idea. If they killed you while you held to your idea, the idea would have been set loose upon the world forever.

Poor, poor Mr. Smith... how could you have known?

Are we?

Here we are, a brand new day
our world is on fire, so nothing has changed
Too much is wrong, it's hard to feel right
but this is my gift, and this is your life

The man on the hill is gonna take us all down
and in the end, what have you really won?
If all we are is all that we do...
SOMEbody tell me, are we destined to lose?

All of our problems through every nation,
depend on the souls of the next generation.
The fate of existence is too much to bear,
to leave to our children, it's just not fair.
Sooner or later we'll pay for our sins,
at the cost of eachother, and the lives of our kids...
It's time we wake up, and make it a better today.

Here we are, another year passed.
Do what you can to make the good times last.
Here's a song dedicated to you...
'happy birthday to you'

Copyright 2005 babacopmusic

Optimistique?

So there are former nazis running two of the largest institutions in the world. The Catholic Church, and California. What the hell is wrong here? That kind of brainwashing just doesn't go away. That facist racial anti-anything NOT anlgo just doesn't fade over time. Look at your racist ass parents, or grandparents who have probably lived more of their years in a modern 'un-segregated' world, and still hold to the beliefs that other than whites are second...or third class entities.
I'm just so freaking tired of these old white men ruining our world. I can't wait until that generation is dead. literally. in fact, I wish they would all drink special kool-aid and shroud themselves in their secret fraternity's colors, and light themselves on fire. What a world this could be, when the ideals of those fuckers who wreak havoc on our eco systems, our minds, bodies, morals, religion, spirituality, sexuality, creativity, are as dead as those old bastards themselves.
Will it??? will that mind set EVER die?? Will we ever regard each other as more than just the idiot in the car ahead of me? if the world.... if America is gonna change, it has to start with ME. I can't be so fucking negative. I can't hate on people just because they voted for Bush, and believe he's the best thing since Christ. Ugh...

Eat, Drink, Be Merry!!

SO, after having a home cooked meal at bryan and christa's for the 2nd time, I have decided that Christa is a bomb ass cook. As soon as we get into our own place on may 16, we are gonna have a serious dinner payback. I've offered bryan oral favors often, but he constantly assures me he's not gay. Fucker. What are you implying? Just cus a guy takes a shot in the mouth doesn't make him gay. Does it?

Spiderman loves M.J., too

Time is slowly winding down as this year's 4/20 draws to a close. What did I do to celebrate the wonder...what the fuck? Now that I think of it... What pothead dreamed up the correlation between 420, and the stickiest of the ickies? What exactly does 420 mean? all these years referencing it, tagging it on walls, and notebooks... watching my clocks just for the chance to giggle and point out the hour hand on the 4 and the minute hand on the..... uh.... 4?? God I'm a poseur.

Fuck it.

Just let your soul glow...

3.) finally. Why do I hate Christianity?? There's an easy answer for that one. I don't hate Christianity. Well? maybe it isn't so easy after all. I can go on listing what I find so hypocritical about modern Christianity, Or I can just disclose what I DO believe. I believe in God. Very much so. I believe we, man and woman as a whole were made in God's image. After reading most of the Bible, I've come to the conclusion that God's word has been completely manipulated and fucked the hell up. The Bible has been passed through so many human hands, with agendas of their own, powers to gain and exploit, that there is NO way it couldn't have been 'fudged' at least a few times throughout history. I think it's evident by how pschizophrenic God seems to be in the Bible... Loving, forgiving at times, petty and cruel others. How can God be love and love be God if he's hating and smiting all the time? Because this is where I think it falls apart. God is love. That's it. Wow. Everything just falls away. All the hatred and fear is just meant to subjugate us. I would much rather follow with God, because I respect and am grateful for this fragile life I've been given. Not out of fear. Fear is a tool used to gain power. and God is already all powerful, why the fuck would he have to scare you into thinking so? Enter power hungry men. I don't need a middle man to tell me how I should talk with God. I don't need men telling me that I am a sinner damned to hell, I don't think they are any more special in the eyes of God than any of the rest of us. I worship NO person. I kneel to NO man. I will not kiss the ring or feet of anyone. (unless I've really pissed off my wife!!) But I do appreciate the good deeds of a person. The deeds of a person supercede the person themselves.

More later~